Worse Nightmare

I’m listening to Taylor Swift song (White horse) while making this blog, but I won’t talk about my heartbroken story, It’s too painful and I don’t want to spoiling it. I’m not a princess and now it’s too late for him and his white horse to catch me. It’s hard to accept the best situation turned to worse nightmare all of sudden.  Read More

Morning Stress

sally and sunset

Nightmare is not come everyday but most of the time it happens almost everyday to this one person and it’s hard to start the day with that feeling. I know everything is in our head, we worried, assume today will be a bad day, wish to just lay down in bed and skip the day. but what I realised once we think like that all over my body feel the pain and nothing will wake me up and cheer me up to create my good way. If you wanna take it seriously and YOU NEED TO FORCE IT! Read More

Anxiety inside Me


Repeat this again and again and I know it won’t change your day better but at least you decide what you want to focus on and learn something else to distract your anxiety. I know it’s not that easy to manage your schedule when you’re having anxiety or depression but it’s still possible to do.  Read More

Should I use Bahasa or English

Manado, North Sulawesi

The answer is both 🙂 To be honest I want my friends and family that stay outside Indonesia also can reach and understand my blog and if you want to stay in touch with me writing in Bahasa and I wouldn’t mind explain it to you. I still want to learn (Promise will make it as simple as you can speak english since you were born) and this time for me to out of my comfort zone. I’m a new beginner in this moment and I still want to explore anything can help me become better person and more inspired. Read More